RECKONINGS: A brief introduction

Blueberries_and_granite_1Blueberries and granite, photo by John R. Boettiger

Reckonings is a journal focused on human and cultural change, and justice in its range of interactive dimension - social, economic, environmental. Attention to such themes is typically expository and analytic; but true reckonings include imagery and story, drama, poetry and song, without which exploration of lives and their quality risks desiccation.

Justice, hope and history: so, inevitably, issues of

  • meaning and value,
  • good and evil,
  • sacred and profane,
  • body, mind, heart and spirit as one integrated, systemic whole,
  • the evolution of human consciousness through a lifetime and from one generation to another, to the seventh generation,
  • the character and health of our relationships with each other, our roots in family, community and place,
  • our membership in the natural world of which we are an interactive part, and for which we bear unique responsibility.

The word reckoning is rich in implication, suggesting the most careful regard, seeking true direction, and (as in "day of reckoning") the consequences of our lives and the mysteries of forgiveness. Our tools and the ways of our work are those common to writer and artist: attention, contemplation, patience, persistence, imagination, conversation, crafting one's learning with as much clarity, truth and grace as may be found or given.

The subtitle and theme of Reckonings are drawn from Seamus Heaney's The Cure at Troy, a version of Sophocles' play, Philoctetes. It has become an obscure play, but Heaney's version, while little performed, has rescued it for continued reflection, and I've written about it here. (See the post "Wounding and Cure.")

The pages of Reckonings change frequently, more in keeping with kairos than chronos. Subjects appear, metamorphose, fade, reappear in response to discovery, learning and revision; and in response to that which most needs attention -- the love and wisdom, the neglect and cruelty of those who bear responsibility for the lives of others -- ways the first can be nourished, the second transformed and redeemed.

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May 21, 2009

Robert Bly's "In the Month of May"

Robert Bly's poem came to me today, over the transom, through the ether, at the right moment, and as I read and reread, resonance grew. It is a love poem, a layered weaving of season, spirit, the vivid life of an aging, unfinished, still changing soul waiting for - celebrating - the miraculous.

I find such tenderness in his last lines:

Along the roads, I see so many places
I would like us to spend the night.


In the Month of May

In the month of May when all leaves open,
I see when I walk how well all things
lean on each other, how the bees work,
the fish make their living the first day.
Monarchs fly high; then I understand
I love you with what in me is unfinished.

I love you with what in me is still
changing, what has no head or arms
or legs, what has not found its body.
And why shouldn't the miraculous,
caught on this earth, visit
the old man alone in his hut?

And why shouldn't Gabriel, who loves honey,
be fed with our own radishes and walnuts?
And lovers, tough ones, how many there are
whose holy bodies are not yet born.
Along the roads, I see so many places
I would like us to spend the night.

                                - Robert Bly

May 01, 2009

A Rural Rabbi's Challenge

Editor's note: My son Joshua is an occasional contributor to Reckonings, and is the subject of this good portrait in the Rutland (Vermont) Herald earlier this spring. The website of his Beth-El congregation in Bennington has recently been spruced, and includes some podcasts of Joshua's reflections. I particularly like his thoughts on herding golden calves.

A Rural Rabbi's Challenge

Reprinted from the Rutland (VT) Herald

Joshua Boettiger can trace his Protestant roots back to his great-grandfather Franklin D. Roosevelt. But the 35-year-old would rather talk about why he became a rabbi in Vermont.

Boettiger’s father was the son of the president’s first child and only daughter, Anna Eleanor, and, in a twist, the White House correspondent for the ferociously anti-New Deal Chicago Tribune. His mother, for her part, grew up in the only Jewish family in Frankfurt, Ind.

“According to Jewish law,” he says, “if your mother is Jewish, you’re Jewish.”

Born in Maine and raised in Massachusetts, Boettiger traveled to Israel as a religion major at New York’s Bard College. But he didn’t feel the full strength of his Jewish ancestry until he had to hide it while studying Arabic and Islam his junior year in Syria.

“In the experience of keeping my identity secret, I didn’t realize how central a part of me it was. I thought, ‘If I keep this part of me bottled up, then I’m not here as a full person.’ It was an eye-opening moment.”

Boettiger now leads Bennington’s Congregation Beth El, which this year is celebrating its centennial. The synagogue is just steps from downtown. But the blue-shingled building topped by a Star of David can seem a faraway place for the 99 percent of Vermonters who aren’t Jewish and may only know this week’s Passover holiday as something overacted by Charlton Heston in the 1956 film epic “The Ten Commandments.”

Boettiger is working to connect more people to his tradition. The congregation’s Web site offers a rabbi’s blog, podcasts and an online calendar of events like the monthly, multigenerational “Green Mountain Shabbat” (Hebrew for Sabbath) that supplements formal services with children’s and community activities like “The Oy of Knitting.”

“Our goal for coming together here is to not be about standing on ceremony, but to build a community that is supportive and nourishing in a real-time way.”

On the eve of both Passover and Easter, Boettiger has a message for everyone.

'My own questions’

When most children were learning “cat” and “dog,” Boettiger (pronounced Bott-igger) was tackling “ecumenical,” bouncing between Episcopal services with his father and synagogue with his mother.

“My parents raised me with a lot of respect for the other’s tradition.”

By the time he graduated from high school, he felt his own calling.

“It became clearer and clearer to me that if there are many paths up the mountain, the one I felt most resonance with was the Jewish path. It wasn’t a matter of ‘I believe this’ or ‘I don’t believe that.” It was much more of a gut choice. It was a feeling of belonging.”

Attending Jerusalem’s Pardes Institute of Jewish Studies after college, Boettiger kept his interfaith ties by volunteering with Rabbis for Human Rights — an Israeli organization seeking justice for all people, including Palestinians — and working as a timber-framer specializing in “sacred spaces” like meditation huts.

“The first thought I had about becoming a rabbi was, ‘This would be a great bully pulpit to do interfaith work between Jews and Christians and Jews and Muslims.’”

But upon enrolling in 2000 at the Reconstructionist Rabbinical College just outside Philadelphia, “my relationship with Judaism in its own right had deepened, and the decision to become a rabbi was from a sense of, ‘This is a place where I can bring my own questions and, I hope, make a contribution.’”

Boettiger served as a student rabbi and hospital chaplain in such places as Punta Gorda, Fla., Yonkers, N.Y., and, in a moment of foreshadowing, Bennington, population 15,000. Graduating in 2006, he was hired to head the southwestern Vermont community’s now 110-family synagogue.

Of the state’s 624,000 people, only about 5,000 are Jewish, with more than half in Burlington and the rest near congregations in Bennington, Brattleboro, Manchester, Middlebury, Montpelier, Rutland, Saint Johnsbury and Woodstock. Boettiger’s installation was so rare (he tapped the Havdalah liturgy words “I will trust and I will not be afraid” as its theme) it drew guests from throughout the Green Mountains, including former Vermont governor and U.S. ambassador Madeleine Kunin, whose Jewish family fled the Holocaust and her homeland of Switzerland in 1940.

Chance to plug in

Boettiger’s synagogue has an equally engaging story. Local Jews formed the Hebrew Congregation of Bennington in 1909 and, after several starts and stops, finished their building at the corner of North and Adams streets in 1923.

The group held traditional Orthodox services until the late 1960s, when its rabbi died, membership dwindled and the building fell into disuse and disrepair.

On the Jewish New Year of Rosh Hashanah in 1988, member Lilo Glick, who had fled Nazi Germany in the 1930s, tried to enter the synagogue for private prayer, only to find the door locked. Vowing to reopen it, Glick joined with other longtime faithful to lead a restoration effort.

The building’s new oak-panel front doors feature a hand-carved menorah and Hebrew lettering. Inside, blue and purple stained-glass windows shine on what’s now a Reconstructionist congregation — one that respects ancient Jewish teachings while reinterpreting them for modern society.

“We always are in relationship to the sacred texts that came before us,” Boettiger says. “Judaism is commentary built upon commentary built upon commentary — the original World Wide Web. We strive to be true to those values embedded in the texts even as the ways that they manifest are different.”

Take the observance of Shabbat, the weekly day of rest that begins each Friday at sunset and continues Saturday until three stars, according to tradition, are visible in the night sky.

“There are definitely a couple of dozen people who really like coming to services regularly, but there’s also people who identify culturally as being Jewish but don’t necessarily connect through a traditional Shabbat.”

That’s why the synagogue not only offers services in Hebrew and English but also public programs with titles like “Make Marvelous Matzoh Balls” and “Is rooting for the Yankees or the Red Sox a more Jewish endeavor?”

“There are many ways to see oneself on a spiritual path — through arts, culture, music, language, food — and we want to give people different ways to connect,” the rabbi says. “We’re trying to give people who might not think of themselves as ones who come to synagogue a chance to plug in.”

Full-contact sport

Passover, which begins Wednesday evening and ends April 16, commemorates the Israelites’ survival of 10 plagues, exodus from Egypt and liberation from slavery more than 3,000 years ago. The most observed Jewish holiday is marked by Seder meals. Boettiger hopes celebrants also feed on the concept of redemption.

“Judaism is a full-contact sport,” he writes on the congregation’s Web site. “If we see our holidays not simply as ways to remember and honor what has already happened, but as guides that can illuminate our lives today, season by season, then the tradition comes to life as well.”

He’s also influenced by his family history. His Roosevelt ties have sparked profiles in the New York Times (“The jaw is pure Roosevelt,” the paper wrote of him) and The Jewish Week (“an heir completely without airs”) and mention in the 2000 book “The Presidents of the United States & the Jews.” Although he answers questions, he’s reluctant to dwell on “the Roosevelt Rabbi’ thing.”

“He was my great-grandfather and I honor that, but that ancestry has not played a central role in a conscious way in my life.”

That said, Boettiger has inherited a passion for public service. He’s chairman of the Greater Bennington Area Interfaith Council, which helps the needy with food, fuel and a new free medical clinic. He teaches Hebrew and Jewish meditation and modern thought regionwide, is a board member of North American Rabbis for Human Rights and Vermont coordinator of the Jewish Council for Public Affairs’ new Jewish Justice Initiative.

Last month, as the state Legislature debated same-sex marriage, Boettiger — whose wife, Vanessa Grajwer Boettiger, is also a rabbi — was one of several religious leaders to testify in support.

“Jews believe that all humans are created in the image of God,” he told the Senate Judiciary Committee. “This means that there is a radical baseline of equality between all peoples.”

A universal truth

But the yarmulke atop Boettiger’s head shows he’s different. The rabbi acknowledges the challenge of celebrating Judaism in a White Christmas world.

“I’m constantly on the phone with schools and sports departments that schedule classes or games on Yom Kippur or Shabbat. We don’t expect people to always change their programming — just to learn that there’s a different liturgical cycle.” Being a minority in a small state has some benefits. In a big city, Jews segregate themselves into Orthodox, Reform, Reconstructionist and Conservative synagogues. In Vermont, with only about a dozen scattered congregations and no statewide organization, “there’s much more of an inclination to work together and support each other, even where we differ.”

Boettiger cites the Hebrew term “Clal Israel” — “it roughly translates as ‘the whole community of the Jewish people,’ and teaches us how to keep in mind the needs of all the community. I think we can actually do that in Vermont because, out of necessity, we need to work together.”

That extends from his congregation to the community. Bennington’s Beth El will celebrate its 100th anniversary this year with a building rededication as well as a public reading by acclaimed author and member Jamaica Kincaid and a Bennington Museum exhibit by Vermont native and Jewish artist Emmett Leader.

“I have an adamant sense that we need to welcome interfaith families and be more inclusive,” Boettiger says. “On one hand, there is the Judeo-Christian tradition and a shared ethos. But Judaism, while it might have a lot in common with Christianity, also has many differences and distinctions and can uniquely contribute to the dialogue between religions.”

And the dealings between all humankind.

“We don’t get to a universal truth by trying to have everybody be the same. It’s through everybody committing to their own particular path, their way of doing holy work. Jews have had a hard road in the last few centuries trying to find their place in the world. There’s something about the Jewish insistence on being true to where you come from and standing in your difference.”

March 03, 2009

Wars, Endless Wars

Bob Herbert offers a wise and deeply cautionary account of the peril implicit in continuing US military commitments in Afghanistan and Iraq, and the grim lessons of Vietnam and the fate of Lyndon Johnson's Great Society.

It is not only billions of dollars that are at stake. It is the US's and the world's recovery from a terrible economic crisis. It is the fate of Barack Obama's program for restoration of an American democracy committed to the well-being and equal opportunity for all of its citizens. It is the awful daily accumulating costs of an insane war. (Item: "
some 300,000 [American service members] are currently suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder or depression, and 320,000 have most likely experienced a traumatic brain injury.")

As a companion to Bob Herbert's piece below, here is a striking assessment of the prospects for the realization of President Obama's plans by Andrew Bacevich, who teaches international relations at Boston University and is author of The Limits of Power: The End of American Exceptionalism:

He wrote:

A promise to end the war in Iraq formed the cornerstone of Barack Obama's run for the White House. Yet his announced "withdrawal" plan ends nothing. It serves chiefly to reorder the Pentagon's operational priorities. Meanwhile, the "Long War" -- conceived in the wake of Sept. 11, 2001, and now in its eighth year with no end in sight -- continues.

For President Bush, Iraq was priority No. 1. He expected victory to yield a rich strategic and political payoff. He neither gained victory nor reaped any payoff. Meanwhile, Afghanistan and Pakistan, the Long War's other fronts, languished as afterthoughts. Obama's plan to reduce the U.S. military presence in Iraq to a residual force of 35,000 to 50,000 troops now transforms the Persian Gulf into a secondary theater. In effect, the president is orienting the Pentagon's attention back to Central Asia, the front where the war began in 2001. Yet in doing so, he implicitly recommits the United States to what has become an open-ended military endeavor.

Lost in the shuffling of troops is any clear understanding of that endeavor's strategic rationale. Iraq alone has cost the United States a trillion dollars or more. The putative success of the "surge" notwithstanding, we have achieved exceedingly modest and tenuous gains. To imagine that simply trying harder in Afghanistan and Pakistan will produce a happier outcome is surely a fantasy.

Bush hoped to transform the Middle East. Obama's instincts point in a different direction. To preserve the American way of life, he appears intent on changing it, a project with vast economic, social and even cultural implications.

The Long War is incompatible with that project. Protracted war or domestic reform: We may be able to afford one. We cannot afford both. So Obama must choose. If, instead of choosing, he tries to finesse the Long War -- and shifting the weight of U.S. military efforts from Iraq to Afghanistan amounts to little more than temporizing -- his reform agenda is likely to be stillborn.




Bob Herbert Op-Ed Columnist
Wars, Endless Wars
By BOB HERBERT
Published: March 3, 2009

The nation as we’ve known it is fading before our very eyes, but we’re still pouring billions of dollars into wars in Afghanistan and Iraq with missions we are still unable to define.

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/03/03/opinion/03herbert.html

March 02, 2009

A hole in the floor

I had an exchange of notes the other day with one of my sons, thinking of the many homes he and I shared over the years of living together and then the visits with each other as he grew into adulthood and began to find and live in his own homes. My mind lingered, as it will, on the sheer number of comings and goings and the frequency of moving, the complex tangle of feelings and forces at work in leaving a home and breaking new ground. I was astonished, dumb wondering as I counted from memory 43 homes in 70 years. I can still walk through all but the very earliest, the first two. Too many comings and goings, I wrote. And he replied, from his own memory drawn from the well of experience we share,

"I remember you saying once when we were hiking in Wonalancet – that day we got lost, remember? - and looking over the mountains and you saying, ‘another place in that interminable succession of places’ -  and the best we can do is to be present for them – their grief, their promise, their tears of joy, forgiveness, loss, return. And when we cannot be present, to try to greet that, too, with compassion. So maybe life is this interminable succession of places, that is, of comings and goings. Thank God we can witness each other through this, and share many of those places."

As I was ruminating on his words I thought of a poem of Richard Wilbur that had not come to mind for many years, the powerful and so deeply evocative image of a carpenter's hole in the parlor floor, gazing down and down, an archeological find, kneeling, looking "where the joists go into hiding,"

A pure street, faintly littered
With bits and strokes of light,
Enters the long darkness
Where its parallels will meet.

and in the end, "the buried strangeness," the spring "which nourishes the known," source of danger, host of life.

A Hole In The Floor
     
      for Rene Magritte

The carpenter's made a hole
In the parlor floor, and I'm standing
Staring down into it now
At four o'clock in the evening,
As Schliemann stood when his shovel
Knocked on the crowns of Troy.

A clean-cut sawdust sparkles
On the grey, shaggy laths,
And here is a cluster of shavings
From the time when the floor was laid.
They are silvery-gold, the color
Of Hesperian apple-parings.

Kneeling, I look in under
Where the joists go into hiding.
A pure street, faintly littered
With bits and strokes of light,
Enters the long darkness
Where its parallels will meet.

The radiator-pipe
Rises in middle distance
Like a shuttered kiosk, standing
Where the only news is night.
Here's it's not painted green,
As it is in the visible world.

For God's sake, what am I after?
Some treasure, or tiny garden?
Or that untrodden place,
The house's very soul,
Where time has stored our footbeats
And the long skein of our voices?

Not these, but the buried strangeness
Which nourishes the known:
That spring from which the floor-lamp
Drinks now a wilder bloom,
Inflaming the damask love-seat
And the whole dangerous room.


- Richard Wilbur

E.J. Dionne and David Brooks on Reinhold Niebuhr as "Obama's theologian"

A fascinating and lively program.

David Brooks, E.J. Dionne on the Legacy of Reinhold Niebuhr and the Future of Christian Realism from Speaking of Faith on Vimeo.

February 14, 2009

Stump, a champ at age 10 (human equivalent, 70)

As I anticipate in a few weeks time joining the ranks of septuagenarians, I'm encouraged by the performance of 10-year-old Stump, a Sussex spaniel who took his victory in stride - best of show at the prestigious Westminster Kennel Club. Stump is the oldest dog to win that title in the competition's 133-year history. 

Gail Collins confirms that he is a natural:

"Stump, whose hobbies are sleeping and sleeping, is actually Champion Clussexx Three D Grinchy Glee, but nobody his age can remember all that. After a refreshing workout that involved a short walk around the driveway, he trotted onto the stage and wiped the floor with his younger competition." 



Stump - Champ

February 10, 2009

Elizabeth Gilbert on the nature of genius

December 21, 2008

A poem for Christmas

W. S. Merwin's poem "Alba" is not exactly Christmas seasonal, so clearly is it set in the literal flowering of spring time. Still, there is much of the spirit of Christmas in it - the journey afoot and on mule, the blossom of new life, the unexpected companionship, a gift of breath, of song, a repeated song of praise, a kind of prayer, a greater gift for which we haven't words.


Alba

Climbing in the mist I came to a terrace wall
and saw above it a small field of broad beans in flower
their white fragrance was flowing through the first light
of morning there a little way up the mountain
where I had made my way through the olive groves
and under the blossoming boughs of the almonds
above the old hut of the charcoal burner
where suddenly the scent of the bean flowers found me
and as I took the next step I heard
the creak of the harness and the mule's shod hooves
striking stones in the furrow and then the low voice
of the man talking softly praising the mule
as he walked behind through the cloud in his white shirt
along the row and between his own words
he was singing under his breath a few phrases
at a time of the same song singing it
to his mule it seemed as I listened
watching their breaths and not understanding a word

            - W.S. Merwin

December 19, 2008

"What happened to our money?"

A lot of people personally, and a lot of charitable and philanthropic organizations, are asking "What happened to our money?" I think Paul Krugman has nailed a pretty good answer. The task - challenge to the Obama administration - is how to remedy the corruption Krugman identifies, which starts in the financial industry but is far more pervasive. For a more detailed account in the NYTimes, see here.


New York Times

The Madoff Economy

December 19, 2008

The revelation that Bernard Madoff — brilliant investor (or so almost everyone thought), philanthropist, pillar of the community — was a phony has shocked the world, and understandably so. The scale of his alleged $50 billion Ponzi scheme is hard to comprehend.

Paul Krugman

Yet surely I’m not the only person to ask the obvious question: How different, really, is Mr. Madoff’s tale from the story of the investment industry as a whole?

The financial services industry has claimed an ever-growing share of the nation’s income over the past generation, making the people who run the industry incredibly rich. Yet, at this point, it looks as if much of the industry has been destroying value, not creating it. And it’s not just a matter of money: the vast riches achieved by those who managed other people’s money have had a corrupting effect on our society as a whole.

Let’s start with those paychecks. Last year, the average salary of employees in “securities, commodity contracts, and investments” was more than four times the average salary in the rest of the economy. Earning a million dollars was nothing special, and even incomes of $20 million or more were fairly common. The incomes of the richest Americans have exploded over the past generation, even as wages of ordinary workers have stagnated; high pay on Wall Street was a major cause of that divergence.

But surely those financial superstars must have been earning their millions, right? No, not necessarily. The pay system on Wall Street lavishly rewards the appearance of profit, even if that appearance later turns out to have been an illusion.

Consider the hypothetical example of a money manager who leverages up his clients’ money with lots of debt, then invests the bulked-up total in high-yielding but risky assets, such as dubious mortgage-backed securities. For a while — say, as long as a housing bubble continues to inflate — he (it’s almost always a he) will make big profits and receive big bonuses. Then, when the bubble bursts and his investments turn into toxic waste, his investors will lose big — but he’ll keep those bonuses.

O.K., maybe my example wasn’t hypothetical after all.

So, how different is what Wall Street in general did from the Madoff affair? Well, Mr. Madoff allegedly skipped a few steps, simply stealing his clients’ money rather than collecting big fees while exposing investors to risks they didn’t understand. And while Mr. Madoff was apparently a self-conscious fraud, many people on Wall Street believed their own hype. Still, the end result was the same (except for the house arrest): the money managers got rich; the investors saw their money disappear.

We’re talking about a lot of money here. In recent years the finance sector accounted for 8 percent of America’s G.D.P., up from less than 5 percent a generation earlier. If that extra 3 percent was money for nothing — and it probably was — we’re talking about $400 billion a year in waste, fraud and abuse.

But the costs of America’s Ponzi era surely went beyond the direct waste of dollars and cents.

At the crudest level, Wall Street’s ill-gotten gains corrupted and continue to corrupt politics, in a nicely bipartisan way. From Bush administration officials like Christopher Cox, chairman of the Securities and Exchange Commission, who looked the other way as evidence of financial fraud mounted, to Democrats who still haven’t closed the outrageous tax loophole that benefits executives at hedge funds and private equity firms (hello, Senator Schumer), politicians have walked when money talked.

Meanwhile, how much has our nation’s future been damaged by the magnetic pull of quick personal wealth, which for years has drawn many of our best and brightest young people into investment banking, at the expense of science, public service and just about everything else?

Most of all, the vast riches being earned — or maybe that should be “earned” — in our bloated financial industry undermined our sense of reality and degraded our judgment.

Think of the way almost everyone important missed the warning signs of an impending crisis. How was that possible? How, for example, could Alan Greenspan have declared, just a few years ago, that “the financial system as a whole has become more resilient” — thanks to derivatives, no less? The answer, I believe, is that there’s an innate tendency on the part of even the elite to idolize men who are making a lot of money, and assume that they know what they’re doing.

After all, that’s why so many people trusted Mr. Madoff.

Now, as we survey the wreckage and try to understand how things can have gone so wrong, so fast, the answer is actually quite simple: What we’re looking at now are the consequences of a world gone Madoff.

December 18, 2008

Contemplation

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I often feel more like the dog.

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