Every couple of years I used to encounter the gift of Billy Collins's poem, "Shoveling Snow With Buddha." That was while I was living in the White Mountains of New Hampshire, then near Boston, finally in Norway, all climates in which shoveling snow was every day in the winter. Since then, in coastal northern California, there's no snow and I left Billy Collins along with the rest of my poetry books in Norway.
In the meantime, I find a gifted Buddhist teacher who calls his practice "Everyday Zen," and shortly thereafter, sure enough, here comes "Shoveling Snow With Buddha" again. I realize that here too
we disappear
and become lost to each other
in these sudden clouds of our own making
and the companionship with Buddha is wherever we are,
whatever we do, as today, climbing the mountain, sitting, returning home. So it's
only natural that I find in my mailbox:
Shoveling Snow With Buddha
In the usual iconography of the temple or the local Wok
you would never see him doing such a thing,
tossing the dry snow over a mountain
of his bare, round shoulder,
his hair tied in a knot,
a model of concentration.
Sitting is more his speed, if that is the word
for what he does, or does not do.
Even the season is wrong for him.
In all his manifestations, is it not warm or slightly humid?
Is this not implied by his serene expression,
that smile so wide it wraps itself around the waist of the universe?
But here we are, working our way down the driveway,
one shovelful at a time.
We toss the light powder into the clear air.
We feel the cold mist on our faces.
And with every heave we disappear
and become lost to each other
in these sudden clouds of our own making,
these fountain-bursts of snow.
This is so much better than a sermon in church,
I say out loud, but Buddha keeps on shoveling.
This is the true religion, the religion of snow,
and sunlight and winter geese barking in the sky,
I say, but he is too busy to hear me.
He has thrown himself into shoveling snow
as if it were the purpose of existence,
as if the sign of a perfect life were a clear driveway
you could back the car down easily
and drive off into the vanities of the world
with a broken heater fan and a song on the radio.
All morning long we work side by side,
me with my commentary
and he inside his generous pocket of silence,
until the hour is nearly noon
and the snow is piled high all around us;
then, I hear him speak.
After this, he asks,
can we go inside and play cards?
Certainly, I reply, and I will heat some milk
and bring cups of hot chocolate to the table
while you shuffle the deck.
and our boots stand dripping by the door.
Aaah, says the Buddha, lifting his eyes
and leaning for a moment on his shovel
before he drives the thin blade again
deep into the glittering white snow.
~ Billy Collins ~